Woman needing place (El paso central)

Hi i feel like I need some encouragement to feel like life will get better .
I finally have a car BUT I'd like to think that life can get better.
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other than just having a car .
I feel isolated with how I feel about alot of things .
I don't really know anyone .
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I have income but alot of places are more than my income .
Do most people here move in with total strangers and hope it works out ?? maybe you have tips or ideas.
? Maybe you've struggled in this way and figured it out ? I've never been good at finding places .
I also have to allow a whole day for just making those type of phone calls becuz it stresses me out so bad that it makes me drained .
My idea is , I was thinking about somewhere on the Westside .
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or sunland park becuz that part of new mexico is closest to me .
I'd already have my own place a long time ago if I was a veteran but I am not .
I don't know what to say about myself.
I don't smoke cigarettes or eat meat .
I was very quiet back in school .
I was never a bully or anything like that .
I was nearly mute in school .
I just was wanting my own place someday and I don't know people and feel isolated .
I never go to bars .
I'd have to force myself.
I wanna get thru what I'm trying to get thru and just .
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maybe I won't be able to find a place but maybe I can .
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make a friend or volunteer work ? Something .